What Was That?

So I'm still trying to decipher last night.. and I don't understand anything.
Sneaking onto the roof of the church. Watching P.S. I Love You. Somewhere in between those drinks he gave me, and what we did.. There was a conversation I'm trying to salvage. But I only remember it in clips and phrases. Looking in to his eyes. That kiss that made me actually stop and think, Wow. That was real. "What would you say if I asked me out?" Something about me loving a guy in uniform. Something about he doesn't want me to wait for him. Something. SOMETHING. I hate tequila. And I need to get my memory back. Now!